She'd be unlike any other.
...
Until your guilt goes up in flames.
And this is the story of how we can't be:
I became someone I didn't even recognize when I was with you. The type of person that I would just love to hate. I did things that I would not normally do. I said things that I would not normally say. And you wanna know the kicker? I felt like I actually enjoyed being that kind of person ... and that scares me more than anything in the world.
Besides, we've already agreed that we're better off like this, right? Hm, I don't know if I like it though. XD It's going to be pretty funny-slash-awkward when I see the two of you. Lollerskates.
Hm, if someone's going to ask me if I regret anything, my answer would be a flat out no. It was one of the most fun five (or less) hours I've had in years. Lollies. Well, maybe not rly. But you get my point. I just wish that things could be less complicated and the flashbacks would just stop. Gahd.
Hm, I don't know what I want anymore.