Monday, July 21, 2008

(One of) My Favorite Mistake(s).

She'd be unlike any other.
...
Until your guilt goes up in flames.




And this is the story of how we can't be:

I became someone I didn't even recognize when I was with you. The type of person that I would just love to hate. I did things that I would not normally do. I said things that I would not normally say. And you wanna know the kicker? I felt like I actually enjoyed being that kind of person ... and that scares me more than anything in the world.

Besides, we've already agreed that we're better off like this, right? Hm, I don't know if I like it though. XD It's going to be pretty funny-slash-awkward when I see the two of you. Lollerskates.

Hm, if someone's going to ask me if I regret anything, my answer would be a flat out no. It was one of the most fun five (or less) hours I've had in years. Lollies. Well, maybe not rly. But you get my point. I just wish that things could be less complicated and the flashbacks would just stop. Gahd.

Hm, I don't know what I want anymore.