On moving. (Again)

Seriously, nakailang blogs na ako? Hm, 'di ako mapirme sa isang host. Haha.

Sa totoo lang, tintamad na kasi minsan akong magblog. Dati kasi nung nasa Minamalas pa ako, parati kagad akong may topic. So mabilis na lang gumawa ng post. Everyday. Hm, mahirap na i-recreate yung Minamalas days ko eh. But, I shall try.

My friend is persuading me to move to Wordpress. I tried to do that a long time ago but I got lazy. But since Christmas vacation started *counts* 12 or so hours ago, I will, with the best of my abilities, try. Haha.

So yeah. I will update if I will move. :p

Cheesy admission.

I'm too restless to go study for AP.

I feel nervous. Nothing is sure around this time.

I don't want this to end, ever. It's scary, I never wanted anything like this to last forever. But I do. I really do.

It might sound weird and corny to others, considering our history. But whatever.

Although there is this comforting fact that we will just go back to each other (like how many times), I don't want to go through that. Again. We've wasted so much time.

We've been through hell and back and I don't want things to just end up like everything else.

I don't want anything to end.

I don't want to stop the hugs that we give to each other. The little (petty) fights that we get in to. The smiles on our faces whenever we complete our 'secret handshake'. The times wherein you tease me that I'm fat. The momentary jealousies each one experiences and the inevitable urge to be an arsonist after that. The inside jokes that we share that no one will ever understand. The way that we are always in sync with each other. The times when you get annoyed when I mimic whatever you say. Moments when I call you cute and the when you (seldom) tell me that I'm pretty. I don't want to stop kissing you from head to toe. I don't ever want to stop being inlove with you.

I don't want it to last only until summer too.

We will last forever. Forever and a day.



(UGH. ANG CHEESY. But you know, hindi related sa keso. Lolz. Joke. :*)

Blogger's block.

Blog diarrhea.

I need to take control of things right now. I still haven't managed to do a LOT of things that's supposed to be done before the next week ends.

- Study for Physics and CLE - Do my Feasibility Poject. (My product will be macaroni salad. At first, I thought of a service, which is Math tutoring but I kind of thought it'd be too hard. We'll see if I'll change my mind. :p)
- Do my Health review paper. Ugh.
- Organize my cabinet. (Should've done eons ago)
- Buy a dress for Carla's debut. PLUS, her gift.

Anyhoo. A lot of things has happened since my last blog post. Although not a lot has changed. Labo, no? Hm, Tammy has been nagging (okay, not rly nagging) me about moving to Wordpress and reviving my blog, but I'm too lazy. Ughhhh. Maybe after exams. :> XD

Oh, and Tammy and I've already watched Twilight, and I just HAVE to say that Carlisle Cullen looks so much better than Tom Cruise. Period.

Frailty.

What makes this time any different?
Is it because it's more than hugs and kisses?
Honestly, I have no idea.

Confusion and vulnerability.
I think that's the whole point of being in love.



When all of the world says we won't make it through,
We'll battle the world.

Lover and Friends.

I know you don't approve and I'm sorry. The bottomline is, though, that this isn't going away any time soon. I hope that all of you would still be there.

I'm still the same old Redg. Really, I am. At least, that what I think. :p I'm still here if ever you need anything. :) I love all of you. Seriously. :)

-

It's weirder this time around.

I like the part that we have our own little world that no one can ever understand. I love it that we think of the same thing whenever we hear certain words like 'stuntman' or 'crab'.

I know that what we're doing isn't right at all; and I'm not going to try and justify my actions.

I can't wait until we become legal ... but until then we'll just make the most out of what we have right now.

I now know that you'll be there no matter what.

It's more real this time around. :)


We can be two rebels.
Breaking the rules, me and you.
You and I. :)

The Scientist

Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you
Tell you I need you.
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh, let's go back to the start.

Running in circles

Calling tails

Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing

At numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science

Science and progress

Did not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

I want to rush to the start

Running in circles

Chasing tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

I don't want to think of what I want to say kaya lyrics na lang. Todo corny.

Ako rin eh. Imaginin mo na lang.

Never's too strong.

Then ...

So is it worth this time?

Am I done in your mind?

Will I regret once you're gone?

Why did I ever think that we would be good?

I really thought it would be different this time.

Ang lakas ng loob ko hindi kita bitawan kasi pinapaniwala mo talaga ako na worth it tayo. Sobrang naniwala ako don, babes. Nung ayaw kitang bitawan? Hindi kita hinahabol non. Ang lakas ng loob kong hindi ka bitawan kasi alam kong worth it tayo at hinihintay ko lang na maalala mo na ikaw yung nagsabi non. I was fighting like hell for the both of us. Sinabihan na ako na bumitaw na. Inisip ko rin yun, kasi nakakapagod lumaban para sa dalawa. Dati madali lang eh, kasi pareho nating kinaya. Pero wala eh, mahina ka pala. Sayang lang talaga, babes. Sobrang sayang.

Sana mapasaya ka niya ng lubusan. Sana lang talaga.


-


Now ...

I'm missing you to death but it's all for the best, I know.

Hey, hey, we're not far from home.

I've got my pride and I'll let you sleep tonight.

I miss you. I know I shouldn't but since when do I act rationally when it comes to you?

I hate the fact that I'm not talking to you ... that I can't be normal around you anymore. I know it sound so melodramatic (so unlike me) but I can't help but wonder on how I lived my life before what happened. Kasi nung satin, parang biglang nakumpleto lahat-lahat. Hindi ko nga alam na may kulang eh. Tas nasanay na ako dun sa completeness na yon, tas nung nawala ... damang-dama ko na may kulang.

Don't get me wrong, I get the fact that it's not me anymore. Gets ko na. Tanggap ko na. Okay na ako na hindi ako. Although there are times when waves of memories would suddenly hit me and then I'd dwell on the fact na sayang but mostly, I can actually look back and just smile sadly at what happened.

Hindi ko alam kung galit ka or naiinis or naiilang sakin. So ang magagawa ko na lang, 'di na lang kita iisipin. Which is hard work, really. You're like my air, constantly around me but invisible. Yeah, corny. 8-

I tried and still am trying to gain some sort of normalcy around you but I just can't. I do not know how we can act like nothing ever happened ('cause a lot did). I don't know how to act as if it's all okay.

So the big question mark is: Do I still love you? After everything that's happened, it's unfortunate that my answer's still yes ... to a degree. I don't know if you are still the person I fell in love with. Well, obviously you're not. You're now the person that she might love. Whatever.

At syempre, mawawala ba ang linya na: I deserve someone better? Syempre, hindi diba. I do deserve someone better. Someone who'll fight with me until the end. I know, ang corny. Maybe you were once that person ... but then ... you changed.

And yes, I know I'm the one who said that no one should ever regret anything. But as of now, I'm wishing to whatever higher power there is that nothing ever happened 'cause this awkwardness? Is it all worth it, really?

Erase, erase.

It was fun while it lasted, anyway. Thank you. Thank you for making me happy even for just a little while. Parati namang ganun diba? Small doses of love keeps me alive. I hope that I do not sound bitter. I really am thankful for whatever you've done to me. You've made me happy ... happier than how I thought I would be with you. I'll try and be happy without you. Thank you, babes. Goodnight.

Now were left with broken hearts and a handful of memories

And who I am now reflects you somehow 'cause you're so a part of me.

It's not like were over is it?

It's not like we'll never be together.

I hate it, the way that you say never.

Someday won't come now.

Instead of starting the frickin' two articles that I have to write for the school paper that's due on Friday, I watched OTH on my cellphone instead.

Okay, listen. You said no Peyton and Lindsey said yes.

I said, someday.

Well, Lucas fell in love in the mean time. You've got to stop trying to take that away from him.

Damn OTH for depicting the story of my life. XD


(Ang epal nung nanny. What a bitch, seriously. And I feel for Nathan. Huhuhu. It seems like he's rly trying hard to be faithful. Hoo. :()

Just because she's willing to die.

If you were to choose between killing a healthy person or a malnourished one which would you choose? For blogging purposes, let's say both of them are females.

I think the automatic answer for the majority will be killing the healthy one. I bet their reason/s would prolly go like this:

1. The healthy person already experienced life as a normal person, and the malnourished one hasn't, so it's a shame if the malnourished one dies.
2. If you kill the healthy person, it will not cause an uproar as much as killing the malnourished one.

What if the healthy person is actually willing to die to save the other? Is that reason enough to kill her?

I think not.

As for the healthy person, is it a sensible decision to give up on life just like that when you could still have so much more?

It's not reasonable to kill someone just because you know that that someone is willing to die for you. Kahit na alam mo na kaya niya tiisin yung sakit, 'di pa rin siya rason.



Tangina lang.
Tralalala. Vent! :D

You Are The Moon

Hurray for ulterior motives.

I never ever would've thought that my last year as a High School student would include this. Never.

Well, actually, the thought has crossed my mind once in a while, but that way this has started? Never. (Sabay kabig, amp. XD)

It's a weird feeling 'cause usually, I'm the querida.The one who gets left behind. *flashbacks to all those painful moments huhuhu* Lollies.

It's a nice weird. Not just because of the (scorchingly) hot stares and the like (although those RLY help. XD), but the feeling, it's just ... too good for words.

Yes, I had some doubts. (KEYWORD: Had. Past tense.) And thank God that all of 'em has disappeared. Thank you for the reassurance though. I rly needed it. I just had temporary insanity for even thinking about us not being worth it, that's all.

Guhreat! This is gonna get mushy real fast. :))






A lot of things has got me thinking and I'm seriously considering your offer. Like I said, I rly don't give a rat's ass about what others may think. Buhay ko 'to eh. :)) I'll tell you when I'm ready, hmkay babes?



Bat puro heavenly bodies yung mga nasa kanta na pinapakinggan ko ngayon? Yung When The Day Met The Night may moon and sun. Tas yung Nine In The Afternoon may moon din. Tas moon na naman 'tong The Hush Sound. Aba. Iba na 'to. =)) =))

Word shortage.

"Never say never because it is just ever with an 'n' in front of it."
- Dr. Phyllis; Drake and Josh

LOLLERSKATES. XD

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?
'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
Near death, last breath, and barely hanging on
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

Codeword: ...

(I can't find a word in my vocabulary that can aptly describe ... things right now.)

Why is it that if something is forbidden, it's more enticing and tempting?

The thrill? Muhaybe. Not rly. Ha, funneh.

Maybe this is a different case.

P.S. Thank you sa mga Venting Machines ko. :)
P.P.S MTB pa rin ba? Fani but not haha. XD

So I'm selfish and you're sorry.
When I'm gone, you'll be going nowhere fast.
So who's selfish, and who's sorry?

(One of) My Favorite Mistake(s).

She'd be unlike any other.
...
Until your guilt goes up in flames.

And this is the story of how we can't be:

I became someone I didn't even recognize when I was with you. The type of person that I would just love to hate. I did things that I would not normally do. I said things that I would not normally say. And you wanna know the kicker? I felt like I actually enjoyed being that kind of person ... and that scares me more than anything in the world.

Besides, we've already agreed that we're better off like this, right? Hm, I don't know if I like it though. XD It's going to be pretty funny-slash-awkward when I see the two of you. Lollerskates.

Hm, if someone's going to ask me if I regret anything, my answer would be a flat out no. It was one of the most fun five (or less) hours I've had in years. Lollies. Well, maybe not rly. But you get my point. I just wish that things could be less complicated and the flashbacks would just stop. Gahd.

Hm, I don't know what I want anymore.

Myriad of Emotions.

Frustration: As far as I am concerned, I didn't do anything. I didn't do a single thing but still I get involved in this (kurreyzzi) world. I promised myself that I would leave everything behind and start fresh, but still there are people who make things difficult for me.

Awkwardness: I'm not mad at anyone. I just feel ... frustrated because everything's kind of awkward. At least on my side. I don't know about yours.

Confusion: I am not sure with everything. I just hear things from the grapevine. Uh, yeah. Hence, the confusion.


My side: You have your life and I have mine. Okay ako sa'yo, sana ma-accept mo din ako, 'cause I'm not going anywhere. I know you have your doubts and all and I accept and understand that, really, I do. I just wish you'd take her (and also mine) word for it. Everything is just water under the bridge. It's over and done and in the past and I certainly don't have any future plans of revisiting it. I'm also pretty positive she feels the same way about this, so yeah.



I wish you'd get past this. Anyhoo, I don't have a problem with you naman eh. Ayon. I just thought I should get it out there. :)

Voltes V cannot solve everything.

It's weird. When we were young and running around in diapers we didn't give a damn who we talk to, who we make friends with or with whom we share our food. There was just this 'I don't give a fuck who you are, just as long as you don't steal my toys' attitude when we're young; and as time passes we lose that kind of thinking. We grow cautious to the point that saying the friendliest 'Hi!' is so hard.

We visited our relatives in Las Pinas last month. I'm not really familiar with them, but I do recognize them from the old photo albums of my parents' wedding and my first birthday. When my dad mentioned that I used to play with my second cousins loads of times when I was young, it was kind of hard to imagine. I wanted to be friends with them again but it's not as easy back in the day when all I have to say is ‘Hey, can I borrow your Voltes V robot?’.

I wish I was child again. All these complicated things that goes with adulthood is kind of tiring.

First (of) Summer.

(I AM SO INFINITELY STUPID. I EDITED THIS POST BUT, BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY, I ACCIDENTALLY HIT DREADED DELETE BUTTON. I HATE THAT CURSED BUTTON. THANK GOD I ACTUALLY HAVE ENOUGH SENSE TO SAVE MY POSTS IN NOTEPAD FIRST.)

Hm, this summer went by awfully fast. I surmise that it's because of my CAT training back in mid-April and my review late this May. I must admit, it was quite nice to not sit around my ass all day all summer. I've been doing that for the past, oh I don't know, fifteen summers, and boy, am I glad that my sixteenth isn't such a blah.

My CAT training was fun. I got to really know my fellow student leaders (I know them, of course, 'cause there are only, like, a hundred fifty people in our batch, so not knowing them is quite impossible, but I reallyrly got to know them. Yeah. I'm ranting now.) and we also learned just how hard and important our job really is. Wow, I can't believe I just typed that down. Who would've thunk it, that me, Reginne Camarse, rulebreaker extraordinaire, would actually aspire to be an (responsible) officer? Hee.

To our extreme dismay (and suspense), our positions still wasn't announced by the end of last month contrary to what I've said in my very first post here.

Anyhoo, my review was ... not as eventful as I thought it would be. Even though there were only 30 or so students in our class, there was just this air or awkwardness that didn't really disappear for a month. Idk why. Only my friend's cousin, who is now also my friend, Mela, was able to break the tension sometimes. Oh, and yeah, I also learned a lot. Back in my sophomore year, I never ever thought I'd understand Mitosis and Meiosis and all that crap. Thank God.

I've also discovered the wonder that is Facebook. (Click on the picture to enlarge it. It's a screencap of my Facebook profile.) I just decided to take a look at it and see if it's another lame networking site like Hi5, Tagged, etc. I was so wrong. Facebook, as it turns out, is actually kajillion times better than Friendster and probably gazillion times better than Multiply. (Although I don't really know, 'cause Facebook and Multiply's purposes are a bit different.) (I already said this line to my friend Thea, but I like it so much, I've decided to repeat myself. Oh and, kajillion is bigger than gazillion, btw.)

Let me list down the reason why it's so cool.

- The applications it offers are way cooler than Friendster's. It has games (which are so not lame, might I add) like Word Challenge, Tower Bloxx, Bubble Town, Bubble Words, Maffia, Who Has The Biggest Brain, Vampires, Werewolves, and lots more. What's even better, is that it compares your score to your friends. It's very helpful especially if you're aiming for bragging rights.

(Personally, I love Word Challenge. I think I've reached the highest level, which is Poet, 'cause my score is 17,000+, and the highest among my friends scored 30,000+, and she's STILL a Poet. So yeah. Who Has The Biggest Brain is also loads of fun. I now have an Alien brain. (Share!) Right now, I'm a cross between frustrated and addicted (fruddicted?) on Tower Bloxx. Just saying.)

- The groups in Facebook as hilarious. There was this one group I joined, I Hate When Kids Suck At Putting Together The Shrine of the Silver Monkey (Yeah, 90's Nickelodeon reference right there, if you haven't noticed), and also an I'm Tired Of People Fucking Up My Name group.

- The Bumper Sticker application is also loads of fun.

- Oh, and Mesmo TV's fun as well! I love answering trivia questions about my favorite shows! Not just the 'What is the name of the main character in ______?' kind of crap but reallyrly hard questions that only a keen eye can notice.

- The Visual Bookself makes me want to read my Sweet Valley books again.

Hm, right now, that's what's got me hooked on Facebook, but I'm sure it offers lots more that what I've listed.

So yeah, let's boycott Friendster. It sucks anyways.
(I am still going to use aforementioned suckish Friendster 'cause I love my friends THIS much, although some of 'em are too lazy to register in Facebook.)

(You also might notice that I like using (parentheses). Yeah. I'm weird that way.

Hand-me-down Phones

My Dad bought himself a new cellphone. I don't rly know what the name is 'cause I'm no technophile. All I know is that it uses one of those pen thingees and that you use to touch the screen or whatever. Since that phone can hold two SIM cards, he'll be giving away (I make it sound like he's a host or whatever,) his two cellphones.

He made me choose between (again, I don't know all the names of the phones) the one with the camera or the one with the radio. I chose the one with the radio. I figured that I can always borrow the digicam, anyways.

Hm, to be honest, I was never addicted to texting. Granted, I begged my parents for a phone back when I was in fifth or sixth grade but I never really got to the phase where in I would be so distracted by my phone that it'd be confiscated. And yes, I sometimes avail of the Unlitxt promo of Globe but I was never 'addicted'.

I know some (no, actually, A LOT of)people who socialize more in texting compared in real life. Weird. Maybe they find it easier than 'real life' because you don't rly have to worry about what you're going to say through text 'cause you can edit them as much as you like. You can analyze your text and if it can be perceived in some other way you want it to be perceived, you can edit it out. Maybe that's why people seem more friendly through text.

So if someone says that that person is friendly/nice/whatever because 'naka-text ko siya eh,' I don't buy it. Idk. I guess I have to know them for real to believe it.

Weird thing though. I don't find any trouble when I'm making friends in cyberspace. Haha!

Well, through text or in cyberspace, I have this excellent radar on who's being pretentious and who's the WYSIWYG type of person. So I tend to stay away from those I don't rly like to be chummy with.

Politically correct terms.

We were studying English today in our Review and in the test we took, there was a story about a mouse getting mugged and all that crap when he (?) went to the city. The story used all these politically correct terms that was really funny if you have a warped sense of humor. Instead of calling someone a 'convict', the politically correct term is 'an ex-client of a correctional facility'. XD Idk, I find it amusing. I mean, if I was an escaped convict and I get called like that, I'd be a bit pissed. Idk why.

So anyhoo, I searched for some other politically correct terms, and here's what I've found:

Alive - temporarily metabolically abled (The temporarily part was funny. XD)
Blind - optically darker
Body Odor - nondiscretionary fragrance (Imagine having to tell your friend that. XD)
Cannibalism - Intra-Species Dining (HAHAHAHAHA, IDK WHY BUT I SUDDENLY PICTURED A RESTAURANT THAT SPECIALIZES IN 'INTRA-SPECIES DINING.' WTF.)
Corpse - Permanently Static Post-Human Mass
Cowardly - Challenge Challenged
Dead - living impaired (HAHAHA, 'IMPAIRED' AMP!)
Dirty Old Man - sexually focused chronologically gifted individual
Drowning - aquatically challenged (Help, I'm aquatically challenged! I think if you said that you just wasted your breath. If you'd just say: I'm frickin' drowning! then you'd saveyourself the trouble. XD)
Full of Crap - fecally plenary (Magamit nga 'to kapag nangaaway. XD)
Gang - Youth Group (Son: No, Mom, I'm notpart of a gang. I'm part of a Youth Group. Mom: Well, if that's the case ... XD)
Having PMS - cyclically challenged
Ignorant - knowledge-based nonpossessor
Insult - Emotional Rape (EMOTIONAL RAPE, AMP!)
Perverted - Sexually dysfunctional
Pregnant - parasitically oppressed


ETO YUNG PAMATAY EH! XD


Wife - unpaid sex slave

Cooking and Baking.

I'm so hungry.

Actually, it seems like I'm always hungry, so this isn't really news.

But that sad, sad thing is, I don't cook. No, wait. I can't cook. I can't cook to save my life, all right?

Must be from my mom. My mom doesn't cook. I mean, she does know how to cook simple dishes (e.g. frying eggs, fried rice, desserts, etc.) but not the food we eat usually eat for lunch or dinner (e.g. sinigang, adobo, nilaga, tinola, etc.).

My dad's the one who cooks for us. And my grandmother. I shudder to think how we will survive without our grandmother. I mean, with dad at work all the time, who the hell will feed us?

Maybe it'll be my younger sister. (The one who comes after me, Rizza.) Yeah, maybe.

I can't bake either. Even if our highly competent TLE teacher taught us baking, I still can't understand how you pr-heat the oven and all that stuff. In fact, we've never used our over at home. We use it to store pots and pans. Haha!

Maybe that's why I like watching cooking shows. Iron Chef America really is entertaining for me. My favorite Iron Chef is Bobby Flay. :D Hee. And Everyday Italian's also a good watch. But 30 Minute Meals is kind of getting boring. I'm getting REALLY irritated with Rachel Ray (esp. in her talk show) 'cause sometimes I think she really exagerates everything. But I do admire her for having lots of energy. XD

Ugh, and Barefoot Contessa! I really don't like that show. Idk why. Maybe 'cause she kept fussing about table settings and table cloths and flowers as the centerpiece ... it's mad! I mean, can't you just eat in your kitchen? Guh. Srsly.

Hm, but I'm not really interested in doing myself the food. I'd rather eat it. :D

Alamat ng Santol

Narinig ko 'to sa BrewRATS kagabi. Hindi na nakatulog yung kapatid ko sa kakatawa ko. XD




May isang puno na may bungang prutas na kakaiba. Nakita ito ng dalawang magkaibigan.

"Pare, anong prutas 'yon?"

"Sa'n, 'tol?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =)) =)) Alam kong super baduy pero tawa ako ng tawa.

Tas may tumawag pa kagabi. Sabi niya kay Tado: ANG LAKAS NG SEX APPEAL MO! Tas edi tumawa ako. Tas sabay pahabol: YOU LOOK LIKE A SEX ORGAN. =)) =)) =)) Walang sense, amfuts. XD

Campus FM na pala yung 99.5. Akala ko Hit FM pa rin sila eh. Sharing. XD

Nakatulog bigla ako kaya 'di ko naabutan yung Confession Sessions sa Magic. :|

Effects of boredom.

I edited my multiply layout.
Text from Truth and Reconciliation by This Providence. :D

Ex Marks The Spot

This is the time wherein I have lots of things on my mind, but I cannot type them down in an organized manner.

Therefore, I answer a survey somehow related to it. :D

You have to answer the survey with an
honest heart. An honest heart will give
you good luck for the entire year. You
may imagine of one people or maybe some
people not only one. Answer it, "What if
your ex says" (WTF?! XD)

Why did you let me go?
- Excuse me? Baka medyo confused ka. :) Eh hello, kaysa naman na maki-ride pa ako sa kung anu-anong mga pinagsasabi mo. Lul, kay.

I still love you.
- May gana ka pang sabihin yan. XD Kapal mo, okay. >:D<

When did we last talk?
- (Anong latest? Hahaha!) Ewan, last week? :))

Will you go out with me?
- Duh, okay! Kinain mo ba yung Ferrero? HAHAHA! :))

Hey, can i give you a ride?
- Naks, parang dati lang ah. Hahaha!

I cannot keep my promise to you.
- ... Anong promise? Hahaha. Madami ka kasing pinangako eh. XD

My friends say we don't look good
together.
- AS IF, OKAY. Boto nga sila sakin eh. :D Hahaha! Kumpara mo naman kay ... XD Hahaha, hard truth to face, eh? XD

You changed..
- ... So did you.

Can we get back together?
- Uhh ... lemme think. XD 8-|

Oh, I knew what this is all about. You
found someone else.
- EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU CONFUZED? HAHAHAHA.

Don't you realize? You are the one who
hurt me!
- Naks, kapal mo dude! :))

How can you forget our memories?
- Hahaha, I can never. :) Nuks, ano yon! =))

I will always love you.
- Wow, sige. Game ha. Pustahan. XD

-

Do you still want him/her back?
- Idk. Nakakapagod na kasi eh. (Naks, ano yon!) Pero parang, okay lang naman? Hahaha! Gustong-gusto masaktan eh no. Masochist. XD

Why is it that you can't let him/her go?
- Anong can't? Wala akong sinabing ganon ah, excuse me. :D Hahaha. Baka 'di pa ready. (NAKS, KACORNYHAN DUDE.)

Can you forget him/her?
- Never. :D Hahaha.

Bakit?
- Masyadong madaming history. :)) Tsaka first eh. First and last. Tas nito, WALA NA. TAMA NA MUNA. XD


Ang corny no? Daym. :| 'Di pa tapos yung isa kong post eh. :)

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Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

Share 6 weird things/Gross things that your readers don’t know about you.
Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with six random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their six things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose six people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 Things You Don't Know About Me
(Ang hirap neto. XD)

1. Corny ako nung GS.
Swear, as in mala-Cheska Cartativo yung ka-cornyhan. (Si Cheska talaga yung pinag-basehan. XD) Pero sa mga jokes nung GS, minsan ako lang tumatawa. Tas alam niyo naman kung pano yung tawa ko diba? Yung super bigay todong HAHAHAHAHA. Tas lahat ng mga kaklase ko magtitinginan lang. XD One time nga hindi ako natawa sa isang joke tas lahat sila: WOAH, HINDI NATAWA SI CAMARSE! XD Parang gago lang. :D

2. There's a story behind my posture.
Or the positioning of my ass. Yes, you're not the only who's noticed it. Kasi ganito yan. Nung GS, nalaman ko na may Harry Potter na pala sa library. Eh di yan, todo excited. Eh nasa babang shelf sa likod ng mga librarian (di pa nila nilalabas talaga) tas todo excite talaga! Sabay nadulas ako, DUG! Ang sakit sa pwet. :( Tas 'di ko sinabi kina Dad kasi sasabihin nila 'Ang clumsy ko, salaula sa katawan ...' tas yon. Nagkaroon ng re-positioning of the pwet. Gago no? =))

3. I'm secretive.
Hahaha, iniisip niyo siguro: Sa daldal mong yan may HINDI ka pa sinasabi? XD Marami, super. Yung mga tipong super personal na talaga. Hahaha. Tsaka yung mga inis ko minsan, 'di ko na sinasabi (lalo na kapag alam kong WALA naman talagang mangyayari.). Plastik ba? Hindi naman. Madali naman kasi minsan makalimutan yung inis.

4. I'm good. Liek, rly!
Srsly, ang bait ko talaga. Sa lagay na 'to mabait na ako. Dati talaga (2nd year days, Hi, Tammy!) super feel ko ang sama ko talaga. Ngayon, minsan 'di na ako masyadong nags-side comment. Tas kung nags-side comment man, 'di na sa harap ng maraming tao (kasi mapapahiya kapag ganon). Kung may masama man akong iniisip, 'di ko na siya masyadong vn-verbalize. Tas in fairness, kapag naiinis ako, MINSAN na lang ako mag-blog tungkol dun. Tas minsan, 'di na for the public eye. O diba. :D I'm good. O:-)

5. I'm quick to think the worst of people. But if you prove me wrong, I'll like you.
Madami akong ayaw na tao kasi 'di ko ka-close. Tas kahit sinasabi ng friends ko na: Mabait naman siya eh ... may part pa rin sa akin na hesitant. I have to experience the 'goodness' of a person to believe that he/she is good. Pero may iba talaga na kahit nakilala ko na't lahat-lahat, AYAW KO PA RIN SILA. Hahaha! Kaya minsan iniiwasan ko na lang sila para 'di ko na sila plastikin. :D

6. I like it when people use sexual innuendos. (And sarcasm.)
It makes me laugh and say OH DAMN. Hahaha. Srsly, kaya nga gustong-gusto ko yung Boys' Night Out eh. :D Hahaha. And I worship The Sarcasm God that is Simon Cowell. Seriously. Lemony Snicket and Logan Echolls take 2nd place. Minsan kasi, ang plain kapag 'di ka gumagamit ng sarcasm. Basta, parang ang boring basahin. Hahaha. Ang labo, damn.

7. For me to do my best, I have to compare myself to others.
Kunwari, sa ranking, ang goal ko is: Mas mataas kaysa kay _________. Ganon. Lalo na kapag feel ko mas matalino naman ako dun sa taong yun. Hahaha, ang yabang. Pero ganun ako eh. Tingnan mo nung 4th quarter ngayon 3rd year. Super tumaas ako sa lahat. XD May 'goal' kasi ako eh. Pero 'di ko alam kung naabot ko. :| Hahaha!

8. I draw a very weird ethical line.
I can do bad things. Like, really bad things. I started a rumor once. Sometimes, the stories I tell are complete lies. I've done something REALLY REALLY wrong just to get back at someone. I've trashed countless people in my blog. But when the Karma catches up with me and the tables have turned, I get reallyrlyly mad at them. It's weird, eh? But I think I've read somewhere that people despise other people who has the same personality with them. They don't notice it, but it's true. :D


6 Weird/Gross Things About Me

1. Nagkaroon ako ng kuto this year.
(Si Carla kasi eh! XD) Hahahahaha! Pero wala na ngayon! :D Si Rizza may kasalanan lahat nito. LAHAT KAMI SA MAGKAKAPATID HINAWAAN. Anakng. Suyod to the rescueee! :D Kaya nung time na 'di ako nanghihiram/nagpapahiram ng suklay, yun yung time na yon. Pero nung nanghihiram na ako, (Hello, Nicole and Mariel! :D) wala na non, swear. :D Hahaha, kaya don't freak out. ;)

2. Sometimes, before going to bed. I don't brush my teeth.
Nakakatamad kasi bumaba pa eh. :| Hahaha! :D Pero wala naman akong cavities. ;D Tada! :D

3. I cry when I read super beautifully sad fanfics.
Merong iba, mga Logan and Veronica fanfics na super ganda yung pagkasulat, iyak ako ng iyak! As in! futurefic kasi siya. Tas basta, super GUH. Ang ganda. Tas may iba din sa Twilight fandom na nakakaiyak. Hahaha, ang weird no?

4. I lock myself up in the bathroom when I want to have some alone time.
Iiyak ako, magbabasa ng mga shampoo bottles ... ganon. Para lang 'di ko marinig yun ingay sa labas. Hahaha! :)

5. I'm not addicted to texting at all.
It's really weird. Kasi sa school, some people LIVE for texting. Kapag kinuha yung phone, iiyak. Minsan, hindi na isu-surrender yung phone. Parang, wala lang. Sometimes, 'di ko talaga maisip yung reason kung bakit pa kailangan umabot sa ganon. Hahaha. I know, nakakamiss kung sino man yung ite-text. Pero ewan talaga! Never akong nag-text sa klase dahil ite-text ko yung ... ka-something ko. (KASI KAKLASE KO NAMAN SIYA NUN EH HAHAHAHAHA! SEATMATE PA NGA EH! TAS MINSAN SA BINTANA NA LANG NAG-UUSAP KASI NASA KABILANG BUILDING SIYA. HAHAHA! :| XD) I know, lovelife, and all. Eh kahit naman nung merong ... something 'di ako masyadong adik sa text. Weird talaga. Tas kapag kunwari, field trip, yung iba todo text. Tas 'di mo makausap kasi todo text nga. Hahaha! Ang weird talaga. Grabe. 'Di ko talaga ma-gets kung bakit ganon sila ka-adik. :D

6. I do not do anything when I'm sad except scream, cry, eat, read fanfics or books, blog and sleep.
I've never slit my wrists. I've never drank alcohol. I've never done drugs. I don't really see the point of it all. Oo nga, super bigat ng problema, pero ewan, to make yourself feel other kinds of pain until your numb? Yeah, that really makes a lot of sense. And feeling ko, kapag ginawa mo yung mga things na yon, mas lalo kang magwa-wallow in self-pity, which is not healthy! So wala talagang sense yon. I mean, okay sana kung nagkataon na nagkayayaan na mag-inuman and may problem ka nung time na yon. Pero to immediately decide to drink/whatever freakishness you do just because you have a problem? I mean, hello? Para sa akin, wala talaga siyang sense.



There! I tag everyone! :D Hahaha!
Sa mga iba na natamaan sa mga 'ayaw' ko, it's okay. :D I'll try (keyword: try) to like you pa rin. :D I'm good, diba? :D

Mind preoccupied.

It's about time I moved.

I don't think my former URL fits me anymore. I don't affix my own version of a suffix (ness) into my words anymore and I certainly don't think 'jinxed' is the word that can describe my luck.

A lot of things have happened since my last post here on Blogger. I'm now an incoming HS Senior at my High School. Finally! I can't wait to leave High School. Don't get me wrong, my High School life has (so far) been a blast but I simply cannot wait to go to College. (If I pass any of the schools I want.)

I also have just finished my CAT Training. Yay! It was so much fun and it helped me a lot (physically and emotionally, though a stress on the former. :D). I learned lots of new things (the commands, etc.) and got to know people I wasn't really familiar with. The positions will be announced during the end of May (suspense, much?).

And, around May 2, I'll be attending my review for College.

I have also just finished reading the first three books of the Twilight Saga. :> Tammy was the kind one who lent me the first book and then I downloaded the entire saga from the Internet. Hee. :D (More about that in the next post. I don't think I'd do it justice if I describe it only fleetingly here.)

So now, I have two weeks (or so) of free time. Ugh, I hate free time. It makes me think of things that I'd rather not think about.

Thus, this blog is born. I'm going to edit the sidebar in the future. But I'm not going to look for another layout. Blogger Templates are fine by me. :D